We are living in a cynical world, where people only care for themselves. Many people still believe in love, sympathy, kindness but I don't. It's not that I don't think that these things exist. They just don't come as easily as people are assuming and mistaking. For a 23 years old, it is not a very good thing to think like that. You are welcome to judge, to comment and to complain all you want. I just don't care that much...
(noun) An untranslatable, German word also known as eigenlicht, describing the color the eye sees in the dark, in absence of light; loosely translated to intrinsic gray: dark light or brain gray. Eigengrau is perceived as lighter than a black object under normal lighting conditions because contrast visually surpasses brightness to the human eye. For example, the night sky is darker than eigengrau because the stars intensify its blackness, thus providing a high level of contrast.
literally: eigen (one’s own) + grau (gray) = own’s gray
“The only thing that we should have in mind is not to use our time to fear. And we should prepare some specific countermeasures to some extent. There is nobody who has no fear about the future. Thus we should do what we can do now, instead of just worrying about the future in vain. That’s what I truly think. One other thing we should do is to look for some friends with similar sensitivity."